August 5, 2007

~ryan ross//kiss me in the rain//brendon urie//{like you mean it}~chapter3

BRENDON'S POV

so we left the bathroom and headed for the cafiteria and of course bumped into jim, the BIG football jock, god i've been here for 2 weeks and i barely know this kid but  i already hate him and surprizingly he leaves me alone.

jim: you wanna suck my cock fagett....come on ryry
ryan: im sorry but id rather suck brendon's or spencer's, not really into jock cock
jim: oh ya i forgot you only like baby corn sized dicks
ryan: oh well in that case i think i will suck your cock
jim: *takes ryan by the shirt and slams him against wall* you lil fuc....shit what the fuck happened to your face?
ryan: *gets free of grip* i-i uh fell
jim: *starts to laugh* shit you get beat dont you
ryan: no....ya right..i fell ok
jim: what you didnt suck your daddys dick long enough

God i hated him i know this is gonna get me in trouble but i couldnt help it as soon as he started laughing at his own stupid little joke i pretended to turn around but then i aimed my fist adn plunged my fist hard against his wind pipe and he went down. Of course ryan began  to kick him in the stomach to make it look like he he was hurting  him cause all the teachers came running over to us as super jock tried to breath. And they took me and ryan to the princable's office. So there we waited in the office

brendon: why did you kick him
ryan: cause he's an ass and i wanted to do something to.
brendon: well dont you dare take the blame, i hit him first not you so if they ask you keep your fucking mouth shut, got it!

ryan: ok

As soon as we stoped talking Mrs.Joy appeared in front of us motioning us tawords her office.

Mrs.Joy: in the office again mr.ross, and mr. urie, ok who started it
ryan: jim
Mrs.Joy: how?
brendon: he asked ryan to suck his cock
Mrs.Joy: who finished it?
brendon: i did, i punched him.
ryan: he's lying, i did, i kicked him really hard and just kept doing it
Mrs.Joy: ryan im gonna have to call your dad up, your  suspended for 5days, brendon you have detention for a week, scince you were apart of this little fight, now go back to class

brendon: no ma'am you dont understand ryan only kicked him when you guys started coming, i punched him in the wind pipe and knocked him outa breath i should be suspended ryan should get detention

ryan: brendon stop trying to cover for me, just do what she says
brendon: but....
Mrs.Joy: i'd really appereate it if you'd stop telling me what to do, now please go back to class, mr. ross you can go wait for your father outside.

ryan: yes ma'am

she excused us when she started talking to ryan's dad, he started heading tawords the door and i followed, i could tell he was getting annoyed and scared but he just kept walking to the back of the school, as soon as we reatched the back of the school i pushed his against the wall

brendon: what the fuck?
ryan: what?
brendon: why did you take the blame?
ryan: cause i dont want you to get in trouble
brendon: me in trouble ya ok....all my mom would do i tell me to never do it again then ask if i want to go shoping then we'd go shoping and spend like 1,000 dollors on new cloths i wont wear

ryan: your bluffing
brendon: uh no im not, you want to call my mom  and ask her what we did after she came to pick me up
Mr.Ross: ryan where the fuck are you?
brendon: shit *steps in front of ryan*
Mr.Ross: hey you, have you seen my son
brendon: i dont know who your son is whats his name?
Mr.Ross: ryan ross
brendon: nope i dont hang out with him sorry sir
Mr.Ross: well maybe you saw him, hes sort lanky and ugly
brendon: oh ya i saw that kid run that way *points to right* like 10mins ago
Mr.Ross: thanks *drives off*
brendon: fuck that was close
ryan: jesus you like nearly killed me
brendon: *turns around and crashes lips against ryans*

i couldnt help it i liked him so much, actually i think im falling in love with him, im so scared for him what if his dad ends up hurting him so badly, i wraped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer to me and we made out for a good 15 mins, but then we broke apart for air

ryan:  ow....fuck...your lips are amazing
brendon: shit im sorry i forgot about your lips, but wow your really amazing
ryan: dont worry about my lip its fine, come on lets go to my sister's house, i have to go get stitches anyway

brendon: wont your sister rat you out
ryan: no she's the only decent one in the family, come on
brendon: *smiles* ok

So he grabbed my hand and we headed to his sisters house


Posted on 08/05/2007 6:45 PM Comments (3)

August 3, 2007

~ryan ross//kiss me in the rain//brendon urie//{like you mean it}~chapter2

SPENCER'S POV

as soon as my alarm went off i jumped outa bed and got ready and literally raced to school, i almost got pulled over ok i did get pulled over and yet again i got another speeding ticket but that wasnt important i needed to know if ryan is ok, anyway so once i got there i parked on the side and waited until i saw ryan but sadly i didnt, it was almost time for homeroom and he wasnt at home, usually he would of been here by now, actually he would be here before me fuck now im really worried, all the possiblites started running thought my mind until the warning bell rang so i quickly  parked my car and raced to homeroom, and of sadly ryan didnt show up either.....now i really started to worry, but finally he arrived, well during 4th period thank god but my smile soon faded when he came limping into Mr. Hills class and he also had his head down, and what really worried me is that he sat in the back of the class and didnt even bother about looking up he just sat there with his head still down, i looked at brendon and he flashed me a confused and worried look....shit

RYAN'S POV

i woke up in so much pain, i dont think i could even walk, well i could but it hurt so much, my dad refused to drop me off until he got home from work, but then i could tell he felt bad that he called my aunt to come pick me up and drop me off at schoo cause he actually didnt want me to walk to school and he said i could stay the night at spencers if i wanted, He then gave me $70 and then left for work, and i waited for my aunt and she's always late and didnt show up until 11am. So when i finally got to school i limped into the office and got my note and then i limped into class and handed Mr.Hill my note saying why i was late and  i kept my head down and limped to the back of the classromm...i didnt want brendon or spencer to see my face and i knew that if i sat by them they'd bug me and we'd get into trouble and then my dad would literally kill me this time, Now spencer knows a little bit about my problem but not alot, and brendon dosnt know about it at all of course and i'd like to keep it that way, so all i have to do is avoid them the whole day and i'll be fine, but then again if i spend the night at spencers then ill have to face spencer.....awwwwww fuck

eventually the bell rang and brendon and spencer hurried outside, but i could tell they were outside the door, so i just got up slowly and made my way over to Mr.Hill

ryan: Uh Mr. hill i just wanted you to know that im terribly sorry for passing inerpropreate note, i've learned my lesson, and i wanted to let you know that i got punished for it and agian im sorry

Mr.Hills: well thank you mister ross for the apology i accept, your a very bright kid and id like to see you use it instead of wasting it on passing profanity around ok!

ryan: *smiles weakly* thank you sir and i will, ummmm can i have a pass to class
Mr.Hills: yep *writes pass and hands it to ryan* here you go
ryan: thank you

i sliped out into the empty halls and went to the bathroom and i pushed my hair outa my face, and my lips and eye were bleeding again, so i got a paper towle and gingerly began to wipe the blood off and just my luck brendon and spencer walked in, i fliped my hair in my face and tried to go run into the stall but spencer caught me and pushed my against the wall softly then  pushed the hair outa my face and gasped when he saw my face, then he backed away slowly. i looked down and the tears started to fall, shit great now i really have to show them, so i slowly and carefully lifted my shirt up and they both gasped

brendon: im so sorry ryan, i this is all my fault if i wouldnt of kissed you, your dad wouldnt of done this
ryan: yes he would of brendon it's not your fault it's not either of your guys fault it's mine, i was born i exsist...if i wasnt here my dad would be happy, and my mom would still be here.

spencer: dont say that ryan, if you werent here our lives would suck, and everyone would be lil emo's
ryan: can i stay the night with you? my dad said im aloud to
spencer: of course you dont even have to ask
ryan: *smiles* well we should all get to class
spencer: ok....
brendon: ill be right there
ryan: ummmmm spencer ill catch up with you later  
spencer: ok
brendon: so
ryan: whats wrong
brendon: nothing, im-im just worried about you
ryan: why, im fine
brendon: your dad beats you ryan, thats not ok....he could really hurt you and then you'd be gone
ryan: you know what you and spencer just need to fuck off and leave me alone
brendon: we care about you
ryan: YOU just met me, so why would you care about me
brendon: i worry cause, i like you ryan, and im sad that your getting hurt you dont deserve it
ryan: *starts to cry* yes i do, im bad and i deserve everything he dose to me
brendon: NO no no thats not right, he wants you think that *pulls ryan into hug* you deserve to have a good father who wont hurt you. and who will love you for who you are!

ryan: brendon im scarred, last night he went way too far, he actually threw me down the stairs and beat me more than he usually does....i dont know what to do?

brendon: it's ok me and spencer are here for you
ryan: *looks up at brendon* thanks
brendon: *smiles* ya.....*kisses ryan* come  on lets go to lunch
ryan: ok


Posted on 08/03/2007 9:02 PM Comments (0)

August 2, 2007

~ryan ross//kiss me in the rain//brendon urie//{like you mean it}~

the bell rang and everybody hurried to homeroom, and immediatly me and spencer sat next to eachother and then the new boy walked in, brendon urie and damn was he a cutie i've never seen someone so cute before, He sat down next to me and flashed me a small smile. I smiled big and bit my lip, he's been here for about 2 weeks, i know its kinda gay to be calling him new kid every time he walks in but eh oh well, he's been eating lunch with us and talking and hanging out with us so i know a little bit about him so yah, after he flashed me a smile i smiled back and then  i turned to face spencer, he was also smileing, i got out a piece of paper and started passing notes with spencer.

 

so what do you think about brendon, isnt he just fucking gorgeous.....i seriously want to bang he tehe

-ryan
think he's really cute, i think its so cute that he's hanging out with us...i wonder if he would like 2 people

-spencer
spence it's not like you can have him, you have haylee, that and i dont think he's a whore

-ry
she can hadle 2 dicks, i mean she seems lose enough, tehe....i never said he was a whore, he just seems like the type thats like a sex aholic or something

-spencer

ok 1. thats disturbing and 2.thats not nice to say about brendon or haylee

-ryan

oh ryry i was joking and your just mad cause your still a virgin!

love,spencer

FUCK YOU love always ryan ross

 

 

 

 

we started laughing and Mr.Hills snatched the note up quickly and of course our smiles faded

ryan: ummmm sir, you dont wanna read that
Mr.Hills: awww whys that  mr.ross?
ryan: cause ummmm it's guy stuff, ya know kid stuff ill throw it away
Mr.Hills: you mean embarassing stuff about you and mr.smith, well i dont think throwing it away right now would be nessicary mr. ross

spencer: its not really embarassing, its just stupid and you'll just waste your time, seriously we'll stop

Mr.Hills: well i think we should share it with the whole class cause, obviously it's funny
spencer: please sir
Mr.Hills: *laughs* nope ok class heres mr.smiths and mr.ross note

so of course he stared reading the note, and of course the WHOLE class was laughing (well except me,spencer,brendon,and haylee we just sat there, brendon was blushing, haylee looked like she was close to crying and spencer just looked dumbstruck, and i sat frozen looking at spencers face) and of course the class started laughing harder when it said i was a virgin, in fact i saw Mr.Hills smirked at that little detail. after he read the note everyone was laughing like crazy, and he he eventually quieted them down and kneeled in front of us

Mr.Hills: well boys that was a very interesting conversation to be having and to make sure this will never happen again i will be calling your parents, then  after lunch we will be paying a visit to the princable's office *bell rings*..your all dismissed

ryan: thank god it's lunch
spencer: i know, fuck hayle's gonna kill me

hayle: hey ry....
ryan: hey hayle

hayle: im really sorry Mr.Hills did that to you
ryan: it's ok

spencer: hey baby

hayle: do you hear something ryan???

spencer:awwwwww come on baby, i was joking i didnt really mean it, please

hayle: you know what spencer, just fuck off its over until you can straighten up and start acting mature, and when you start treating me better

spencer: i treat you so good, im sorry about the comment i shouldnt of said it, please forgive me baby?
hayle: save it spencer *walks off and shouts* bye ryry see you later i love you

ryan: see ya love you too *waves* sighs

spencer: fuck

ryan: you know as well as i do that she'll come over crying and you guys will talk everything out then you'll have make up sex

spencer: i know

ryan: well then dont complain, now lets go have a happy lunch hour

spencer: ok

ryan: *walks over to table* gah spence im so fucking embarassed now, i cant belive he actually read that in front of the whole, class.... i mean now brendon knows that i think he's gorgeous and that i want to bang him...god he's probably gonna kick my ass

brendon: hey guys

spencer: hey

brendon: ummmmm can i still sit here?

spencer: duh....why are you even asking?

brendon: we'll i thought you guys would be to embarassed to sit next to me

ryan: of course not.....look im really sorry about what i wrote

brendon: dont be

ryan: no seriously your probably so embarassed to even be around us i mean about what i said it was wrong, i mean your probably straight and if you want to kick my ass ill let you after school behind the dumpster ok....but seriously im terri.....

i was cut off by brendon surprizingly crashing his lips against mine, and then his tounge sliped into my mouth i could see spencer go wide eyed, and after the shock was gone i closed my eyes pulled him closer and my tounge fought back, we were interupted by Mr.Hills pulling us apart, (oh ya i forgot that we were in the cafiteria during that time...shit now were fucking dead)....he grabed me,brendon,and spencer and pulled us tawords the princable office, brendon didnt care though he was smirking and glancing at me once in a while on the way. When we got there he shoved us into the princibles office.

Mrs.Joy: whats wrong mr.hill?

Mr.Hill: mr.urie and mr.ross were commiting PDA, and mr.smith and mr.ross were passing inerpropretate notes during class

Mrs.Joy: *sighs* ill call there parents Mr.Hill

Mr.Hill: thank you ma'am *leaves*

Mrs.Joy: ok boys this is the last time i let you get away with this, no more inerpropreate notes, ok, i wont call  your parents about that, mr.smith you can return to lunch. but  mr.ross and mr.urie, i have to call your parents and tell therm what you were doing

ryan: no ma'am please dont

Mrs.Joy: im sorry ryan this has happened 5 times already and i let them all pass you know how much trouble i could get in trouble for doing that?

ryan: yes mrs. joy i do but you dont understand please just.....
Mrs.Joy: thats enough ryan, you and brendon can go sit out in the hallway while i call your parents to come pick you up...you are both excused for the rest of the day but be back tommarrow and no more of this
ryan: *looks down as tears well up in eyes* yes ma'am

me and brendon went out in the hall, as soon as the office door closed and brendon sat down i walked out the side door and started walking somewhere, eventually i went behind the school and just leaned against the wall, but then i felt an arm around my should that caused me to jump, but then i saw brendons face

ryan: what do you want
brendon: ryan whats wrong
ryan: nothing
brendon: we'll if nothings wrong then why are you crying
ryan: alergies
brendon: dont lie ryan
ryan: you dont know me! your just some new kid thats been here for 2 weeks trying to find some fucking friends
brendon: *looks down at feet* i know i dont know you, but i like you
ryan:*laughs* thats a funny one, who dared you to say and do that? huh let me guess jim payed you right? Is that why you've been hanging out with me and spencer for 2 weeks so you can make some sick fucking joke? huh?

brendon: ryan i dont even know who the fuck that is...the only people i know here really are you,spencer,and haylee
ryan: look you dont know me, you'll never get to know me, dared or not dont waist your time on someone like me
brendon: but i think your the most beautiful guy in the world, and i want to waist my time on you, your perfect
ryan: thanks so much for lying and saying that but really im not
brenodn: *pulls ryan into a hug*im not lying....and i may not know you, but i want to...will you let me get to know you?

ryan: *smiles to self andlooks at brendon* fine, you can be my friend
brendon: *smiles&kisses ryan gentally* ok thats a start
Mr.Ross: GEORGE RYAN ROSS, GET YOUR ASS IN THIS CAR AND STEP AWAY FROM THAT BOY!!
ryan: DAD!! oh sorry ummmm coming....uh ill see you tommarrow
brendon: *smiles weakly* ok
ryan: *kisses brendon quickly* bye
Mr.Ross: *grabs ryan shirt* i said get your ass in the car
ryan: ok dad

BRENDON'S POV

his dad literally threw him in the car and drove off  disapearing around the corner quickly, i sat on the ground in shock...wow i've never seen a person react like that.....huh im just seeing things anyway i just sat under a tree in front of the building for 10mins until i saw a black jeep pull up and i quickly got up and raced to the car door, swung it open and got in.

Mrs.Urie: brendon boyd urie what were you thinking???i told you not to do this shit at this school its getting harder to make excusses up to tell your father, next time im gonna have to tell him.

brendon: im sorry mom, i just couldnt help it, this boys so gorgeous
Mrs.Urie: *smiles* really.....what does he look like. How long have you known him?
brendon: he brown hair thats cut all cute, and really soft lips, and his eyes are a georgeous caramel chocolate color, and i've known him and his 2 friends for 2 weeks now

Mrs.Urie: damn he does sound cute, whats his name
brendon: ryan ross
Mrs.Urie: god your so boy crazy
brendon: i know....so what did you tell dad this time?
Mrs.Urie: i said you got a terrible nose bleed and it just wouldnt stop and its been going for an hour
brendon: and he bought it
Mrs.Urie: you know as well as i do that your father will believe almost everything
brendon:true
Mrs.Urie: well buckle up were going shopping, no spending limit
brendon: YAY

RYAN'S POV

as soon as the car pulled into the drive i got out and ran inside and up to my room and locked the door, i knew what was coming and i didnt want it to happen and i also knew that running up to my room and locking the door wasnt gonna help matters either, god im so dead..well surprizingly he didnt even bother me, he just apperantly watched tv and drank cause 5 mins after going up to my room  I herd the TV turn on and the fridge slam shut  (probably got a beer as usual) and then he probably went into the living room and watched adult swim re-runs, god i knew he was doing this on purpose he was leaving me alone until he got bored and then he would strike when i least expected it, my heart beat was beating so fast right now its not even funny, and the tears kept coming i couldnt stop then if i wanted to i was scared as hell.....scared for my life!............tonight might be my last night

at around 11pm i herd my dad sluring curse words and banging on my door

Mr.Ross:get your ass out here boy NOW!!!!!!!!
ryan: HOLD ON DAD, LET ME UNLOCK the door *unlocks door*
Mr.Ross: *grabs ryan by shirt and throws against the wall* so you been kissing boys again *slaps*
ryan: *starts to cry* dad i didnt mean to he kissed my first i swear
Mr.Ross: dont cry only fairy's cry, and i saw you, you kissed him in front of me you lying bastard,dont lie to me you fucking fagget!

ryan: dad please stop, im sorry ill do anything just please stop hitting me, i didnt mean to it was an accident
Mr.Ross: *punches* stop lying you fucking pansy....fuck accident my ass, you did it cause you want me to hit you
ryan: daddy im sorry
Mr.Ross: your not my son *kicks in stomach* your a worthless peice of shit that im stuck with *punchs* i give you everything, food,shelter *kicks* cloths i even let you hang out with friends and this is how you repay me?  you go around fucking shoving your dick in some guys ass, you discust me you worthless mistake i wish you would just die

ryan: im so sorry it'll never happen again i promise i promise dad
Mr.Ross: you said that last time you little mother fucker *throws ryan down the stairs* your worthless just like your mom why dont you just do us all a favor and go the same way as here, ill even buy you the same fuckin gun *spits at ryan then goes in room* *yells from room* CLEAN UP YOUR MESS!

once i landed at the bottom of the stairs i let out a yelp my whole body was throbbing and i felt like i was about to split apart, i could tell these wounds werent gonna heal fast and there gonna hurt like hell for days, hopefully he leaves me alone for a while, anymore beating anytime soon and ill be a goner, what really scares me is he's never been this violent beofore, one of these days its just gonna be way to much, After a few moments of just laying there in throbbing pain i tried to get up but i couldnt. I knew my legs wernt broken they were  just throbbing. My side and my face was wet, i could feel the damage and of course there was alot of blood on the floor, fuck i'd have to go to the hospital tommarow....i probably have a few broken ribs or something and ill deffinatly need stiches. I eventually got up slowly  Even though i was in pain, i gathered up all the strenght i could manage  and slowly crawled up the stairs, each step i took shot a ping of pain through my body, it ached so bad and every step i took more tears formed in my eyes and seeped onto the floor, i finally made it to the bathroom and i quickly shut the door quietly and locked it when i herd my dad come out of his room, but he just went donwstairs to get another beer then he went back to his room. I quietly got out a first aid kit and a wash cloth, i gingerly stroked the blood off my wounds and put bandages on them, i had a big deeply sliced cut that would need stitches, almost my whole stomach was covered in a big purple/black/blue/brown/yellowish bruise, and of course i had a split lip that would need at least 2 stitches and my right eye was swollen shut and i also had a cut eyebrow. After i cleaned up my wounds i tiptoed down the stairs and grabed a sponge, it took me an hour to clean up the blood and when i finally finished it was 2am, i made my dad his lunch, turned out the lights, layed down on my bed gingerly and cried myself to sleep

 


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