♥Everytime you think of me, i hope your heart dies♥

the bell rang and everybody hurried to homeroom, and immediatly me and spencer sat next to eachother and then the new boy walked in, brendon urie and damn was he a cutie i've never seen someone so cute before, He sat down next to me and flashed me a small smile. I smiled big and bit my lip, he's been here for about 2 weeks, i know its kinda gay to be calling him new kid every time he walks in but eh oh well, he's been eating lunch with us and talking and hanging out with us so i know a little bit about him so yah, after he flashed me a smile i smiled back and then  i turned to face spencer, he was also smileing, i got out a piece of paper and started passing notes with spencer.

so what do you think about brendon, isnt he just fucking gorgeous.....i seriously want to bang he tehe

-ryan
think he's really cute, i think its so cute that he's hanging out with us...i wonder if he would like 2 people

-spencer
spence it's not like you can have him, you have haylee, that and i dont think he's a whore

-ry
she can hadle 2 dicks, i mean she seems lose enough, tehe....i never said he was a whore, he just seems like the type thats like a sex aholic or something

-spencer

ok 1. thats disturbing and 2.thats not nice to say about brendon or haylee

-ryan

oh ryry i was joking and your just mad cause your still a virgin!

love,spencer

FUCK YOU love always ryan ross

we started laughing and Mr.Hills snatched the note up quickly and of course our smiles faded

ryan: ummmm sir, you dont wanna read that
Mr.Hills: awww whys that  mr.ross?
ryan: cause ummmm it's guy stuff, ya know kid stuff ill throw it away
Mr.Hills: you mean embarassing stuff about you and mr.smith, well i dont think throwing it away right now would be nessicary mr. ross

spencer: its not really embarassing, its just stupid and you'll just waste your time, seriously we'll stop

Mr.Hills: well i think we should share it with the whole class cause, obviously it's funny
spencer: please sir
Mr.Hills: *laughs* nope ok class heres mr.smiths and mr.ross note

so of course he stared reading the note, and of course the WHOLE class was laughing (well except me,spencer,brendon,and haylee we just sat there, brendon was blushing, haylee looked like she was close to crying and spencer just looked dumbstruck, and i sat frozen looking at spencers face) and of course the class started laughing harder when it said i was a virgin, in fact i saw Mr.Hills smirked at that little detail. after he read the note everyone was laughing like crazy, and he he eventually quieted them down and kneeled in front of us

Mr.Hills: well boys that was a very interesting conversation to be having and to make sure this will never happen again i will be calling your parents, then  after lunch we will be paying a visit to the princable's office *bell rings*..your all dismissed

ryan: thank god it's lunch
spencer: i know, fuck hayle's gonna kill me

hayle: hey ry....
ryan: hey hayle

hayle: im really sorry Mr.Hills did that to you
ryan: it's ok

spencer: hey baby

hayle: do you hear something ryan???

spencer:awwwwww come on baby, i was joking i didnt really mean it, please

hayle: you know what spencer, just fuck off its over until you can straighten up and start acting mature, and when you start treating me better

spencer: i treat you so good, im sorry about the comment i shouldnt of said it, please forgive me baby?
hayle: save it spencer *walks off and shouts* bye ryry see you later i love you

ryan: see ya love you too *waves* sighs

spencer: fuck

ryan: you know as well as i do that she'll come over crying and you guys will talk everything out then you'll have make up sex

spencer: i know

ryan: well then dont complain, now lets go have a happy lunch hour

spencer: ok

ryan: *walks over to table* gah spence im so fucking embarassed now, i cant belive he actually read that in front of the whole, class.... i mean now brendon knows that i think he's gorgeous and that i want to bang him...god he's probably gonna kick my ass

brendon: hey guys

spencer: hey

brendon: ummmmm can i still sit here?

spencer: duh....why are you even asking?

brendon: we'll i thought you guys would be to embarassed to sit next to me

ryan: of course not.....look im really sorry about what i wrote

brendon: dont be

ryan: no seriously your probably so embarassed to even be around us i mean about what i said it was wrong, i mean your probably straight and if you want to kick my ass ill let you after school behind the dumpster ok....but seriously im terri.....

i was cut off by brendon surprizingly crashing his lips against mine, and then his tounge sliped into my mouth i could see spencer go wide eyed, and after the shock was gone i closed my eyes pulled him closer and my tounge fought back, we were interupted by Mr.Hills pulling us apart, (oh ya i forgot that we were in the cafiteria during that time...shit now were fucking dead)....he grabed me,brendon,and spencer and pulled us tawords the princable office, brendon didnt care though he was smirking and glancing at me once in a while on the way. When we got there he shoved us into the princibles office.

Mrs.Joy: whats wrong mr.hill?

Mr.Hill: mr.urie and mr.ross were commiting PDA, and mr.smith and mr.ross were passing inerpropretate notes during class

Mrs.Joy: *sighs* ill call there parents Mr.Hill

Mr.Hill: thank you ma'am *leaves*

Mrs.Joy: ok boys this is the last time i let you get away with this, no more inerpropreate notes, ok, i wont call  your parents about that, mr.smith you can return to lunch. but  mr.ross and mr.urie, i have to call your parents and tell therm what you were doing

ryan: no ma'am please dont

Mrs.Joy: im sorry ryan this has happened 5 times already and i let them all pass you know how much trouble i could get in trouble for doing that?

ryan: yes mrs. joy i do but you dont understand please just.....
Mrs.Joy: thats enough ryan, you and brendon can go sit out in the hallway while i call your parents to come pick you up...you are both excused for the rest of the day but be back tommarrow and no more of this
ryan: *looks down as tears well up in eyes* yes ma'am

me and brendon went out in the hall, as soon as the office door closed and brendon sat down i walked out the side door and started walking somewhere, eventually i went behind the school and just leaned against the wall, but then i felt an arm around my should that caused me to jump, but then i saw brendons face

ryan: what do you want
brendon: ryan whats wrong
ryan: nothing
brendon: we'll if nothings wrong then why are you crying
ryan: alergies
brendon: dont lie ryan
ryan: you dont know me! your just some new kid thats been here for 2 weeks trying to find some fucking friends
brendon: *looks down at feet* i know i dont know you, but i like you
ryan:*laughs* thats a funny one, who dared you to say and do that? huh let me guess jim payed you right? Is that why you've been hanging out with me and spencer for 2 weeks so you can make some sick fucking joke? huh?

brendon: ryan i dont even know who the fuck that is...the only people i know here really are you,spencer,and haylee
ryan: look you dont know me, you'll never get to know me, dared or not dont waist your time on someone like me
brendon: but i think your the most beautiful guy in the world, and i want to waist my time on you, your perfect
ryan: thanks so much for lying and saying that but really im not
brenodn: *pulls ryan into a hug*im not lying....and i may not know you, but i want to...will you let me get to know you?

ryan: *smiles to self andlooks at brendon* fine, you can be my friend
brendon: *smiles&kisses ryan gentally* ok thats a start
Mr.Ross: GEORGE RYAN ROSS, GET YOUR ASS IN THIS CAR AND STEP AWAY FROM THAT BOY!!
ryan: DAD!! oh sorry ummmm coming....uh ill see you tommarrow
brendon: *smiles weakly* ok
ryan: *kisses brendon quickly* bye
Mr.Ross: *grabs ryan shirt* i said get your ass in the car
ryan: ok dad

BRENDON'S POV

his dad literally threw him in the car and drove off  disapearing around the corner quickly, i sat on the ground in shock...wow i've never seen a person react like that.....huh im just seeing things anyway i just sat under a tree in front of the building for 10mins until i saw a black jeep pull up and i quickly got up and raced to the car door, swung it open and got in.

Mrs.Urie: brendon boyd urie what were you thinking???i told you not to do this shit at this school its getting harder to make excusses up to tell your father, next time im gonna have to tell him.

brendon: im sorry mom, i just couldnt help it, this boys so gorgeous
Mrs.Urie: *smiles* really.....what does he look like. How long have you known him?
brendon: he brown hair thats cut all cute, and really soft lips, and his eyes are a georgeous caramel chocolate color, and i've known him and his 2 friends for 2 weeks now

Mrs.Urie: damn he does sound cute, whats his name
brendon: ryan ross
Mrs.Urie: god your so boy crazy
brendon: i know....so what did you tell dad this time?
Mrs.Urie: i said you got a terrible nose bleed and it just wouldnt stop and its been going for an hour
brendon: and he bought it
Mrs.Urie: you know as well as i do that your father will believe almost everything
brendon:true
Mrs.Urie: well buckle up were going shopping, no spending limit
brendon: YAY

RYAN'S POV

as soon as the car pulled into the drive i got out and ran inside and up to my room and locked the door, i knew what was coming and i didnt want it to happen and i also knew that running up to my room and locking the door wasnt gonna help matters either, god im so dead..well surprizingly he didnt even bother me, he just apperantly watched tv and drank cause 5 mins after going up to my room  I herd the TV turn on and the fridge slam shut  (probably got a beer as usual) and then he probably went into the living room and watched adult swim re-runs, god i knew he was doing this on purpose he was leaving me alone until he got bored and then he would strike when i least expected it, my heart beat was beating so fast right now its not even funny, and the tears kept coming i couldnt stop then if i wanted to i was scared as hell.....scared for my life!............tonight might be my last night

at around 11pm i herd my dad sluring curse words and banging on my door

Mr.Ross:get your ass out here boy NOW!!!!!!!!
ryan: HOLD ON DAD, LET ME UNLOCK the door *unlocks door*
Mr.Ross: *grabs ryan by shirt and throws against the wall* so you been kissing boys again *slaps*
ryan: *starts to cry* dad i didnt mean to he kissed my first i swear
Mr.Ross: dont cry only fairy's cry, and i saw you, you kissed him in front of me you lying bastard,dont lie to me you fucking fagget!

ryan: dad please stop, im sorry ill do anything just please stop hitting me, i didnt mean to it was an accident
Mr.Ross: *punches* stop lying you fucking pansy....fuck accident my ass, you did it cause you want me to hit you
ryan: daddy im sorry
Mr.Ross: your not my son *kicks in stomach* your a worthless peice of shit that im stuck with *punchs* i give you everything, food,shelter *kicks* cloths i even let you hang out with friends and this is how you repay me?  you go around fucking shoving your dick in some guys ass, you discust me you worthless mistake i wish you would just die

ryan: im so sorry it'll never happen again i promise i promise dad
Mr.Ross: you said that last time you little mother fucker *throws ryan down the stairs* your worthless just like your mom why dont you just do us all a favor and go the same way as here, ill even buy you the same fuckin gun *spits at ryan then goes in room* *yells from room* CLEAN UP YOUR MESS!

once i landed at the bottom of the stairs i let out a yelp my whole body was throbbing and i felt like i was about to split apart, i could tell these wounds werent gonna heal fast and there gonna hurt like hell for days, hopefully he leaves me alone for a while, anymore beating anytime soon and ill be a goner, what really scares me is he's never been this violent beofore, one of these days its just gonna be way to much, After a few moments of just laying there in throbbing pain i tried to get up but i couldnt. I knew my legs wernt broken they were  just throbbing. My side and my face was wet, i could feel the damage and of course there was alot of blood on the floor, fuck i'd have to go to the hospital tommarow....i probably have a few broken ribs or something and ill deffinatly need stiches. I eventually got up slowly  Even though i was in pain, i gathered up all the strenght i could manage  and slowly crawled up the stairs, each step i took shot a ping of pain through my body, it ached so bad and every step i took more tears formed in my eyes and seeped onto the floor, i finally made it to the bathroom and i quickly shut the door quietly and locked it when i herd my dad come out of his room, but he just went donwstairs to get another beer then he went back to his room. I quietly got out a first aid kit and a wash cloth, i gingerly stroked the blood off my wounds and put bandages on them, i had a big deeply sliced cut that would need stitches, almost my whole stomach was covered in a big purple/black/blue/brown/yellowish bruise, and of course i had a split lip that would need at least 2 stitches and my right eye was swollen shut and i also had a cut eyebrow. After i cleaned up my wounds i tiptoed down the stairs and grabed a sponge, it took me an hour to clean up the blood and when i finally finished it was 2am, i made my dad his lunch, turned out the lights, layed down on my bed gingerly and cried myself to sleep